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Thursday, October 26, 2006

One down, three more to go!

This year, my duit raya came in the form of a poodle balloon. Aint that wonderful?

Elo~!

It's already 3 Syawal, just to days ago me n frens celebrated the First Day of Syawal, ie Hari Raya. The day began for me as early as 530am. (mentang2 dah takyah sahur, lmbr giler bgn). Thought that after showering and praying, I could get a head start at studying. But of coz that didnt happen! Me n frens were soo excited at the thought of raya that we sang raya songs (happy ones, that is..kang ade lak yg mengalirkan air mata kesedihan). When all was set, we took photos dlm pelbagai gaya. Fotografer amatuer, tentunya Aufa yg lambat bgn.. hehe!

Then we performed the Raya Prayer at the Ilam common room where all the students gathered (so sempatlah mintak maaf kat suma org...eyh not really laaa). Walaupun hanya dihidangkan air jus dan cookies paknsav, suasa tetap meriah. Pantang melihat kamera, pasti diri ku ini berposing, bajet diri ku Norjuma Habib! Hahahhaha! Sorry ar.... =D

Then off i went back to Unihall to collect my lond-awaited raya parcel. Hehe, guey dpt bj raya baru dong! Hepi2! Although nothing was consfiscated, the raya biscuits looked nothing like biscuits anymore, more like dusts. Regardless, aku tidak lagi kempunan nak mkn tart nenas! Thanx mum n dad! =D

Next is Maidstone open house. Lotsa fun. Got rendang, kuah kacang, nasi himpit, biskut raya, kek kasih sayang Nama & Aiman, simpul sayang Pijoi, air telur katak dlm air tasik (read: air selasih dlm sirap hijau). The atmosphere was pure joy! Thanx for having us over, Maidstone guys!

Lepas itu, kami singgah pula ke rumah terbuka Gadis2 Rudleigh. Di situ, Pijoi telah disatukan semula dgn 'keluarga' angkatnya di Chch. (sapelah soh ko pakai bj melayu yg pelik tuh Pijoi oi!) Walaupun hanya ada dua menu iaitu nasi himpit&kuah kacang n nasi lemak, kami ttp teruja. I couldnt really describe the atmosphere but one thing for sure, everyone had tremendous fun! Everyone, for a moment, forgot that there was exams. Then lepas tuh, sume org akan kate, "tak ke bess kalau raya bukan time exam?" Yalah bak kata urg Swak, MUN JAK...... Three cheers for the Rudleigh gurls!

Nways, that was two days ago. Still 26 days left in Syawal. N still 3 more exam papers to go for me. Sigh....insya Allah, suma akan berjalan lancar. Amin!

Ive just realized something....TAK LAMA LAGI AKU BALIK MESIA!!!!!!!!!!! YEYYEYEYEYEYYEYEYEYEYEYYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYYEY!

Tata! =D

PS: Who in bloggers' world is "nang_fused"?

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Raya wish


Here's wishing a "Selamat Hari Raya" to all. Kalau ada salah & silap, harap dimaafkan... =D

(desperately wanting to go home...huhuh)

All the best in your exams!

Thursday, October 19, 2006

TO MR ANONYMOUS...

Saya petik dr entri Saudara Anas yg terbaru;

"Kalau kite sayangkan seseorang, kadang2, kite kena lepaskannya."

Tanpa berfikir panjang, saya mengutarakan komen sebegini:

"COZ THAT'S ONE OF THE STUPIDEST LIES MEN TELL WHEN THEY WANNA BREAK UP WIF THEIR GFS...... =D "

Sungguh di luar jangkaan saye apabila komen saya tersebut mencetuskan kontroversi di kalangan pembaca setia blog suadara Anas. Hampir semua pembaca lelaki menjelaskan ketidakpuasan hati mereka. Siap ade yg marah2 saye...Wah2...Terkedu saya dibuatnye....Malah ade juga yg memberikan nasihat berharga pada saya. Wah2..free2 dpt khidmat counselling...Hehhe, kidding...

I am in shock still. Yerla kan, terus-terang saye katakan, when i typed down my comment, i meant it with a sense of humour (note the smiley). Dalam erti kata yg lainnya, I was trying to be funny albeit different. Kerana rata2nya memberikan pendapat yang rational dan serius. Unfortunately, apparently, most guys didnt think it was funny (but it sure was different from the other comments! Hahhahaha!) I guess by saying so, I was trespassing their 'territory' ie ego. I was challenging them. N I and all women know too well that THAT spells trouble for us. Jangan bermain dengan ego lelaki. Ya, seharusnya saya perlu berfikir panjang sebelum berbuat sesuatu di masa hadapan.

Well, I'm not here to clarify myself as i feel there's nothing to be explained. I am not taking back my comment nor am I apologizing because, it IS my opinion and that IS how i view the situation (walaupun saye utarakan dlm nada bergurau, namun saya nekad dgn perdpt tersebut). Saya tidak akan ubah "komen berat sebelah" saya hanya kerana orang lain tidak menyokong saya atau ianya menyebabkan saya nampak seperti kurang bijak. I draw my conclusion from what had been observed and evaluated by me. Nothing more nothing less.

Having said that, I am not saying that men are evil, women aren't. Sama sahaja. Saya juga bukan anti-lelaki. Kerana saya percaye lelaki dan wanita saling memerlukan.

"...dan kepada neng, walopun keadaan kite kurang bernasib baik, namun itulah yg terbaik buat diri kita, terimalah hakikat dan cubalah memaafkan kerna itu akan membuat anda bahagia,insyaAllah....tidak adil kite hanya menyalahkan kaum lelaki sahaja,kadang2 kaum wanita ade juga melakukan kesilapan,no one is perfect rite...so minta maaf pada sesiapa yg terasa,saya hanyalah insan yg ingin berkongsi pengalaman...waAllahualam" ---> MR Anonymous.

Saudara Anonymous, saya juga insan yg ingin berkongsi pengalaman. Cuma pengalaman saya berbeza drpd pengalaman saudara. Pengalaman saya menjadikan saya sebegini, pengalaman saudara menjadikan saudara sebegitu. Saudara berkata2 seperti saudara tahu apa yg sebenarnya terjadi; seakan2 saudara tahu apa yg saya rasai dan yg bermain dlm kepala saya. Hakikatnya, saudara tidak tahu.. Namun, saya hargai kata2 nasihat saudara. Terima kasih. Saya hanya berharap nasib saudara akan lebih baik drpd nasib saya. Insya Allah.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Library Mode


Presently at the engr library (wah...sungguh tak sangke...coz I used to hate libraries). Yea well, I finally accepted the fact that i couldnt get any studying done in my room. Bessnye katil n duvet n bantal kesayangan..Nah, more time for that AFTER the finals... =D For the time being, I would have to fight the urge to go back and catch up on Greys Anatomy and Desperate housewives.... Bak kate Aufa, "cintaku hanya pada buku".

OWh, time's up.

I'm off!

Friday, October 13, 2006

Oct 13th 2006 - sebulan lagi nak balik Mesia!

Hie!

The plan today was to collect my flight ticket back to Mesia (yeay!), buy 'asam milk tea' from the Korean shop & buy SHOP magazine. As i made my way to UCSA, i was, literally, blown away by the wind. The wind loading acting on me was tremendous and was not evenly distributed (dynamics jargon, ppl!). Does this mean that i'm lighter? Herm...Nways, miles ahead, there was a booming music sound coming from UCSA! Then it hit me. Damn, it's the last day of the semester! The students r having a party before they crack their heads open for studying! Despite that, i convinced myself to try my luck, kot2 STA Travel buka...Tapi tidak...In fact, I wanst even allowed to enter the building. "If i were u, i wouldnt dare to go there!", kate pakcik security. I guess he had a point. Chis! There goes my asam milk tea and the excitement of holding my key to happiness ie tiket balik Mesia. =( To top it off, UBS pulak tutup. Tuhan saje nak soh aku bc notes, instead of bj majalah fesyen.Hehe... At the end of the day, all i did was topup my Canterbury card.

Owh, well... Mlm ni berbuka dgn aufa lagi...Kamilah penghuni tetap flat kesayangan ku ini. Aida, Eina n Wawa may come n go, but me n Aufa sentiasa ada utk menceriakan saat berbuka puasa di flat D2 Unihall. Mlm ni pulak, Eina n Wawa akan berbuka di rumah Kakok, sempena meeting Kelab UMNO. (weyh tengkuk, takyah nak berselindung drpd aku...aku tak kesah pun...Chill sudeyh!) Tapi, yg menariknya, Aida akan menyediakan rendang daging dan kueh tepung pelita! YIPPIE!!!!!!!!!!! So since Eina n Wawa takde, that means there are more food proportion for us! Teehee!

Herm, dah nak masuk the last ten days of Ramadhan. Alhamdulillah, setkt nih my fasting has been alright. No sickness watsoever. So, maksudnye tak lame lg nak masuk bulan Syawal ie raya. Malangnye, sambutan Syawal tidak akan menjadi semeriah tahun2 sebelum ini. Sbbnye, sume org akan bertarung di dalam dewan peperiksaan. Alahai, apelah naseb... I suppose, I'll celebrate raya by eating raya biscuits in my room alone, while studying. AAhhh, that'd be lovely...(yea right!). Although, there will be a raya celebration held by the Malay Club on the 29th. That'd be fun! Sume org akan mengenakan bj raya masing2 dan berkumpul sambil mkn juadah2 raya...Wowowowow! Mahsyuk! Siap ade photography session nih! =D I am looking forward to the gathering.

Erm oklah, cant afford to write too long. Yerlakan...exams r just around the corner. Heh, i thought i wont be bothered to drop by my precious blog during study n exam weeks. But stress has gotten the best of me. Blogging is one way to release the stress (stress=force/area), i reckon.

Hopefully, my mother will send the parcel soon. WAhh, tak sabarnye!

To all my frens, good luck for ur exams. May the force be with u! Selamat berpuasa y'all!

=D

Thursday, October 12, 2006

HUAH!!!!!!!!


I AM CRAVING FOR TART NENAS! LOOK AT IT... IT'S SOOOO INVITING! MAK, BILE NAK KIRIM TART NENAS? UWAAA!!!!


Photo courtesy of azimpuch.fotopages.com

Saturday, October 07, 2006

RANDOMNESS

1) Feel like eating some more...but i cant coz i might get fat.

2) Esok luse dah monday...final week of term..gotta start revision-ing.

3) Aufa takde kat bilik, gi umah Yuli.....

4) Ngantuk, tp taknak gi tido dulu.

5) Why issit sooo hard to forgive someone? =/

6) Nak makan ice cream.....with apple pie / crumble.

7) Yesterday's test was hard....too many qs in such a short span of time...

8) Esok gi grocery shopping. Gotta buy eggs and rice. And fruit too..If my bank account allows it, maybe some cookies and chocs...Study mlm2 kena ade munchies, otherwise the studying wont be effective. EATING IS JUSTIFIED WHEN U STUDY.

9) Nak balik Mesia and celebrate raya with mom n dad and sis n bros. Without very little effort, had asked my mom to send raya cookies from mesia (TART NENAS IS D BOMB!!!)...n maybe bj kurung br too. Teehee! Mom, consider the cost for shipping my duit raya, k....? =D

10) God, bilik bersepah...Tido ah!!!

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Ramadhan so far...


=D

Well, it's the 9th day of Ramadhan...how time flies fast! Esok luse eyh2...dah raya..the day after raya, my first exam paper! Gah! let's not go there, shall we...?

What have i been up to so far in Ramadhan?

1) Been stuffing my face with food, food, food...
-Not having to eat all day is an excuse to binge like there's no tmrw. I wonder how my flatmates (except aufa n aida) boleyh control nafsu n makan sket saje..I mean, mknn sedap2 ok? But they mkn nasi seciput ajer...Aku siap tambah nasi lagi....Dessert sampai 3 helpings...Aduh, sesungguhnya aku tidak mampu utk berbuat demikian. Dan sbb itulah, mlm2 aku akan sakit perut, dan terlantar di atas katil kerana kekenyangan...Bak kate Tengkuk, "bughuk perangai!"

2) Had a JPA/MARA/MOE photoshoot
-Which was absolute fun! (penggunaan perkataan absolute mengingatkan saya pd absolute pressure, lantas kepada ENME354...=/) Sampai2 jer, terus kena panggil air fanta oren, sbb memakai bj jingga yg sy akui mmg terang dan mampu menyakitkan mata. Well, I am one of those few lucky beings who can wear bright orange... Nasiblah kan? Sambil menanti ketibaan en. photgrapher sol, kami sebagai amateur berpakat mengambil group photo mengikut bulan lahir. Turned out there were more capricorns than any others. Hehe! Though it was chilly and windy, our spirit was not dampened. Posing was fun! 'Encik Erra fazira' siap pakai sunglasses lagi (bajet nak 'up'kan saham laa...hasilnya.....erm, takde hasil kot...) We looked like a bunch of colourful people coz of our attire. The guys looked real macho in their bj melayu n samping, the gurls were lovely in their kebayas n b.kurungs. Budaya Melayu, mmg tiada ternilai...
Sol, thanx for doing us the favour ya... Ur photos are very, very, very lovely. Wait till u trun pro, then u can charge us... Hahha!

3) Penubuhan KELAB UMNO
-The day before the photoshoot, we had a meeting on UMNO club establishment. It's weird that I'm not excited at all by the forming of this particular club (sbb tu dtg meeting sejam lambat...). I have nothing against UMNO per say, but i just dont think that giving a large sum of ppl's money to a bunch of oversea students is a very bright idea...Even if it's for the welfare of the students. Isnt taking care of oversea students is the role already played byMSD? Nak kena ade Club UMNO gak ker? Can the students be trusted to spend the annual club income wisely? I heard UMNO usually subsidise the flight tickets balik mesia for the club's high committee. Ye ker? Waduh, senangnye UMNO nak keluarkan duit utk tujuan remeh yg sebegitu. Baik dorg spend duit tu utk org miskin kat Mesia sane. Mcmlah bdk2 kat sini takde duit nak beli tiket sendiri (eyh2, mmg takde, tp kena pandai2 cr lah kan?) Yep, maybe i am being unreasonably narrow-minded here, but I'm just stating my opinion. But I'm not denying the possibilty that one day i might be the UMNO president. Hhahaha! Good luck for the pro-temp committee. May the force be with u! ( i hope those who are pro-club umno will not find this offensive. Like i said, i'm just stating my humble, 1-cent-worth opinion...Plus, it's prone to changes nway... =D)

4) Smbhyg terawikh dgn Brother Omar
- Right after the meeting, we had a majlis bbuke puase n solat terawikh beramai2. Sbg seorg individu yg punya selera mkn yg tinggi, saya amat teruja melihat pelbagai jenis mknn dan kueh2 serta air "bancau" yg disediakan. Ntah berape kali aku pg ambik mknn kat meja, aku pon tak terkire... But that was fun. Bile sampai solat terawikh yg pertama, rakaat pertama, aku mula berasa pening, panas, loya, tak selesa. Imam kami, Bro Omar membaca surah yg teramat pjg. TERAMAT PJG. SGT PANJANG. Dlm keadaan ku yg tidak selesa itu, I wasnt able to appreciate the surah he was reciting. BILE LAGI NAK RUKUK NIH? (hahah, sah dah tak khusyuk!). Honestly, when I was in that condition, I just couldnt focus. I felt soo dizzy and queasy to the point that aku rs marah lak dgn pak imam. Erm, kalau dah mcm tuh, baik takyah smbhyg... So regretfully, i went back n missed out what could've been a great oppurtunity. Terasa amat rugi. Tuhla, mkn byk sgt... Sampai rs tak selesa, nak berdiri lame2 pon da tak lrt! ISh! I BETTER NOT EAT IKUT NAFSU!!!!!!!

Kesimpulan yg saya dpt selama 9 hari berpuasa...MKN BIAR BERPADA, BERHENTI SEBELUM KENYANG! jangan berhenti sbb perut mcm dah nak meletup! Ok, rakan2 sekalian??? Dengar tuh encik Erra Fazira?

Okeyh, time for my nap. Nways, Selamat berbuka!

=D