Eat today, for tomorrow we will diet!

The highs and lows of neng_fused

Friday, September 21, 2007

Hairspray


Starting Time: [ 10.31 am ]


Name : [ neng ]


Sisters : [ Anne, the fishlips]


Brothers : [ Giant & Doraemon]


Shoe size : [ 38/6 ]


Height : [ 160cm. Wish i was taller tho... ]


what are u wearing? : [ Jeans, hands-me-down cardy from Eina, stripey top, white tudung, ballet flat shoes (altho they dont flatter my legs, they're comfy...shud buy more)]


Favorite Number : [ LIMA ]


Favorite Drink: [ Any coffee-based drink ]


Favorite Month : [ January, where hopes are fresh n new ]


Favorite Breakfast : [ Rojak Kuchey...serious sik bulak]


Have You EverBroken a bone : [ sik ]


Been in a police car :[ nope ]


Been on a boat :[ Penambang, ferry, boat...padah jak...suma dah nait! But I never overcome my seasickness! ]


Came close to dying : [ no.. alhamdullilah]


Swam in the ocean : [yup (heh, waddle is more like it..I cant swim ya know...]


Fallen asleep in school : [definitely]


Broken someone's heart : [guess so...hey i had my heart broken too...KARMA, ppl!]


Cried when someone died : [ YES ]


Fell off your chair : [ What, literally? then yes.. ]


Sat by the phone? : [ yup, tunggu si Tuty tepon]


Saved emails? : [ yes ]


Been cheated on : [ If i ever!!!!!]


Cheated on the test : [pernah, rasanyalah...lupak]


What is-Your room like? : [ A MESS! Clothes thrown everywhere. Too many papers which i hope to recycle]


Whats right beside you? : [books...]


What is the last thing you ate? :[Toast with peanut butter and berry jam, and an orange]


Ever Had-Chicken pox : [ yes ]


Sore throat : [ yes ]


Stitches : [ sik ]


Broken nose : [ sik ]


Do You-Like picnics? : [ yes!]


Like School? : [ depends ]




Questions---


Who was the last person you danced with : [ with RAM..RAM ROCKS!]


Who makes you smile? : [ Many ]




Who---


Did you last yell at : [ Hamba Allah sorg nih... ]


Do you like yourself : [ i have to, there isnt a choice]




Final Questions--


What are you listening to rightnow? : [ Welcome to the 60's, of the HAIRSPRAY soundtrack..who'd thought 60's songs rawk? Go watch HAIRSPRAY everyone!!!!!]


Hated someone in your family?:[ Nope. Hate them or love them. There must be a reason why God let u be stuck wif them, dont cha think? Hahha!]


What car do you wish to have? [ A red Volkswagon. Vintage, bro! V.I.N.T.A.G.E. ]


Good singer : [ Definitely not AF grads, i can tell u THAT!]


Diamond or pearl? : [ diamond ]


Indoors or outdoors : [ indoors, with a lil bit of outdoor ]




Today did you---


1. Talk to someone you like? : [ yes. ]


2. Who? : [ frens... ]


3. Get sick? : [ thankfully, no]


4. Sing: [ yes to HAIRSPRAY!]


5. Talked to an ex : [ i dont do this kinda thing ]


6. Miss someone : [ my family, in general]




-Last person who---


7. Was in your bed beside you: [ no one ]


8. Talked to on the phone? : [ Alep ]


9. Made you cry? : [ Hamba Allah sorg nih... ]


10. Went to the movies with: [ Alep...Die Hard 4 was such a pain to watch..too long! ]


11. You went to the mall with:[ alone... ]




Random---


21. Do you like someone at the moment:[ yup!! ]


22. Favorite perfume : [ currently, KENZO Flower; fresh and flowery..long-lasting too..Owh Davidoff for evening occasions]


23. Best feeling in the world :[ the feeling when i wake up the day after graduate with A Mechy Engr Degree with hons ]


24. Future kids names : [ Used to be Adam, but then there was Adam AF5, which is a big trun-off. Norjuma is okay too, dgn harapn die akan jadi secantik Juma pengacara Nona tuh...hahahahah]


25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal:[ yeck! Ick! Euw! Bantal busuk sudeyh... ]


Time Finished: [ 11.37... am]

Monday, September 03, 2007

IF not this, then...


If it wasn't this, then it would be same only in other forms.
If it wasn't now, then it could be tomorrow or yesterday.
If it wasn't her, other beings could prosecute the cowardice act. Female male young old stupid wise. A chaos theory.
If it wasn't me, then I wouldn't have been writing this. Another person would.

If it wasn't my patience, I'd leave my marks on another breathing life.
The sensation of it, both of satisfaction and remorse.

If it wasn't my better self, I'd be spreading words. I'd be building an army.
Only, I am not that stupid. Or rather, not AS stupid.

If it wasn't my rationality, self-assessment would not be an option.
Let alone admitting guilt. Lessons would be left out in the cold, refused to be learned.

If it was my weaker half, I'd be holding grudge. As if my entire life depended on it.
As tight as a mother's grasp on her newborn.

If it wasn't ME, I couldn't have dealt. I wouldn't have proceeded.

If it wasn't for my good effin' self!

=D

PS: Bubble-tea anyone???

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